21 February 2014

heart of darkness

why u leave me

i try so hard to forget u, hidup normal

seperti yg awak suruh, seperti yg awak fikir saya boleh


tapi saya tak boleh...

umur saya 24.. 6 tahun saya dgn awak, maknanya Quarter of My Life, bersama awak




1/4 dari hayat saya dgn awak




org kata semua ni ujian supaya kita akan menjadi lebih baik


what is the point, of found someone better, tp this parut, this memory, this 'sakit' dibawa sampai mati

become better, found someone better, jumpa org yg lebih sesuai, tp sampai ke kubur, memori pedih ni akan kekal




kalau itu lah maknanya Yg lebih baik, yes it is a curse, heart of darkness, till end of time

1 comments:

Lyana Ann said...

coz your other half pun sama juga. Although itu permanent scar but your other half also remember wont do the exact what others done on her, to you.

Permanent scar ni takde ubat, tapi masa je yg dpt pulihkan dan buat orang lupa.

my dear senpai, Im so sorry for the loss :( . Tapi... dont forget everyone always has choice. She choose to leave.

So does your other half. She choose to stay.